So i have finally decided to quit the site ,I'm having some personal problems so I cant continue it anymore.

Meeko you can stop sending me updates now ,its not required.

It was nice knowing all of you ,we'll be friends forever but I'm sorry that I cant keep in touch with any of you after this.

Being a member since Dec 2010 ,I do feel kinda bad leaving now ,but I have too. I'm also quitting other anime sites , so I guess this was my last here.

Bye bye .

Take care

X♥X♥

Alex~

Umm so March 21st ... its my birthday ! I'm 14 years young ! XDD lol

But apparently its gonna be a lot boring -____-' Go there ,go somewhere else ;_; sad life ...

Um well whatever I happened to receive the best gift ever yesterday night around 2:00 am xD

Snippets of 4 new tracks from TRESPASSING XD And I also saw the BTIKM vid on VH1 India FINALLY !!!!!  

For me thats the best thing ever :p

http://soundcloud.com/mindchnger/sets/trespassing-hitpredictor-clips

So my day has just started xD Lol lets see how it goes :p

Okay so I had to put it up xD This is Caroline Costa ,who is now a French teenage sensation.

She had appeared on a French talent show a few years ago and she was around 11-12 at that time ,and I must say that shes really really good ! I just happened to see her video on YouTube and it was sooo good and moving ! So I had to put it up here xD ♥

and btw embedding is disabled so here is the link :3

http://youtu.be/LnL4F_vJV2o

As you know I make mostly Adam Lambert videos =P Thats why I joined YouTube and thats why I started it all lol

Yet I'm posting it here --> My new video xD

I had made it on March 8th but YouTube was being super silly so I got to finally upload it on March 11th

Here it is :3

And another good news =D My first fan video uploaded on Jan 2, 2012 has reached 1000+ views ='D

Yaay ♥ My baby xD

Ok yeah ,I dont like Justin Bieber so I dont regret or have any shame posting it here :P

But just to tell you that this video wasnt made out of hate ,and Ryan was having fun as usual xD

TEEHEE!! XD

Honestly the most funniest guy I've ever seen in my whole life xP XD

LOL Awesome videos :D One of the "MUST WATCH" again :D This one's cool xD

Ryan Higa's most watched video with currently with 33,949,902 views :D

One of my faves :D (To tell you the truth all of his videos are my faves :P lol )

ANOTHER MUST WATCH ! THIS HAS THE POWER TO MAKE YOUR DAY XD

Amazing xD lol

Okay so I discovered this Japanese-American YouTube celebrity a few weeks ago named Ryan Higa (or NigaHiga) and I must say that his Videos are VERY VERY FUNNY ! I watch them all day lol

How To Be Emo from the How To Be ... Series is one of my favourites lol

MUST WATCH ! XD

And yeah ,I aint an Emo xDDDD

I know that its kinda random but has anyone here tried 13Horror.com ? It's actually a site where they have 2 books ,named "The Magic" and "The Dare" Both the books have a set of instructions which WE HAVE TO FOLLOW in order to get scared ,and I've also heard that there are short stories in it too which are boasted to be "the most terrifying stories ever" .I've heard that many of the people who have tried it have often ended up .. being disturbed and scared.. some hear voices while the other half of them are unable to finish it.Other than that I've seen that most people don't recommend it.. and there was also one video which said that the rest of the 32 volumes of this book was banned in several other countries cause it was that freakin' scary O= Now as you know, I'm very curious about it lol I might not be eligible for it but ... I love horror XD But I really need more reviews ,I had been watching many reactions on YT but it isn't a lot of help, so I guess I need help :D lol

http://www.13horror.com/

Catchy song

Even though FYE is the best song by Adam according to me ,I still have a special place for this song

Finally !! We did it !! Yaay Glamberts XD (In case if you're not one I don't think that it might be suitable for you XD)

1 MILLION VIEWS !!!!!! SO HAPPY !! A great gift to Adam :D (btw it's his 30th Birthday today XD)

Omg I can't believe it .eeks !! I'm gonna tweet about it soon XD

I spent 15 hours yesterday on YT in viewing ,refreshing ,helping all other Glamberts as much as I can :D

It was damn tiring and my back ached too cause of that -_- But never mind ,I made loads of friends and met new people cause of that .My online party is going awesome too and people might be glad about it ;)

Can't wait for the video !! Omg and the release date has been changed too ,to Feb 3 DX But it might be worth the wait ,I suppose O,O Can't wait to see Adam in his sexy cardigan XDDD

Lol I can't think of anything else right now :P I'm going Cuckoo XD

Oooh~ I can't wait for Trespassing too =^,^=  Release date = March 20th , My Birthday = March 21st ,Overall = Awesome Birthday Present XD

But till then ,Happy Birthday Adam ^,^

This is the pic I tweeted him :- edited by me ;)

Lol So much about Adam Lambert ,my stupid school and other things have kept me pretty busy that I can't spare even a moment being sad XD

It's pretty funny but being engaged in so much stuff can prevent me from being back to the lonely ,depressed girl then I'd love to be in forever!!

Today I had a crappy day ,had a crappy maths exam and returned home a bit disappointed but this made my day :-

Finally it's the beind the scenes are up ^_^ Can't wait for the video ,which will be released on Jan 30th ,yaay ,3 more days to go and then BAM!! Glambertization ;) At school ,I'm pretty in and out trouble ,it's a balanced act so yaay to

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At school ,everything is going pretty well than expected .... Our course is almost gonna finish so hopefully we won't have to carry on the burden for long ^,^

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Other that I've been pretty busy making videos and stuff ,the more videos ,the more fun XD

And yeah I have started making drawings too ,it's been a while and I felt like it ^_^

I hope that I'll develop my skills in it ^,^

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                                                             ^_^    The rest is okay ^_^

Just made it and uploaded it on YT ^-^

For more info ,read the description

Adam Lambert's 30th Birthday Party!! On January 29~ haha

I just made that event on FaceBook today and tried to spread the news almost everywhere where people have Adamgasms and stuff like that XD

Thankfully I'm now having almost 70 people attending the party! XD Glamberts from all over the world are a part of it and have gathered to celebrate their God's birthday on FaceBook .

And who's responsible for it ,Me :P

Lol I don't know what to do ,I have never hosted such a huge event ,and I guess that the numbers are keep on increasing (whoops,I overdid it :P )

Anyways the link is party is public and therefor anyone can join

here's the link to it ,P.S I'm still looking for a pic (currently)

http://www.facebook.com/maisonsrock#!/events/353694257975486/

The good thing is that many many Glamberts are attending (and many more will surely come xD )

And the bad thing is that I don't know how to keep them entertained O_O

Omg ,Why the heck did I do it ? XD

Anyways ,happy 30th birthday to Adam !!

And also happy First Birthday to his godson Riff Cherry (can't believe that they both share the same birthday xD )

I  Both Of Them  So Cute!

I'm so sorry for the outburst!! lol

If you don't know what Better Than I Know Myself ,let me tell you that it is Adam Lambert's new single from

his upcoming album "Trespassing"

I had been storming the Delhi station Hit 95.0 FM for the past 2 days ,and it finally played the song !! I was so damn happy at that moment ,I think that I'm gonna cry :')

I LOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEE YOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU AAAAAAADDDDDDAAAAAAAMMMMM!!!!!!

Here's the audio of the song

I apologize to all those users who had requested to join my group "Music Lovers Community"

I don't know why but I can't accept the requests and the list just keeps on growing ,weirdly enough it's happening only in this group of mines, the rest is working perfectly.

Hope that it gets fixed soon.

Lol I wasn't expecting it till the next day but thanks to a Glambert who posted it :D

The interview

The Perfomance

Enjoyed every bit of it ,perhaps one of the greatest days for Glamberts

If you opened this blog then good job ,cause the title has NOTHING TO DO WITH THE BODY OF THIS BLOG !!!  So stop reading it or continue ,probably you'll see just another side of me

Life is so lame nowadays ,so many huge changes,I'm so mad at certain people but most importantly I'm mad at myself ... cause after all it's all my fault -_-"

Oh Alex,you self-obsessed humanitarian teenager ,**** you -_-"

I just realized that I've been wrong about everything, EVERYTHING! >.<

Everyone is being just a ******* ,wow -_-"  I try to be the a great person for them and they never get it ,it's so hard to convince people, I'm so very angry ,can't believe that 2 hours before I was so happy -_-'

Perhaps you might not be getting about anything I'm talking about ,all I hate to say is **** You friends and family ,thanks for being the greatest people around the bend! -_-'

Well I can't understand that what the heck is up with me these days.

I am beginning to doubt my own decisions these days and I feel insecue. I don't know why but I feel that I'm going in the wrong direction.

There are many thoughts hovering over my head and I can't figure out that what does it mean ,It's like negativity and I keep getting bad thoughts.

I'm beginning to doubt certain people too ,looks like I trust the wrong people ....

I'm pretty confused .... Can't explain it ...  O.o What if I'm living a lie? Oh no ,bad thoughts DX

What the hell Alex >.<

Ugh... Now that I'm back to school so I guess that NOW MY LIFE is back on track (cause you know,whenever I'm on a holiday I don't feel like I'm living my life ,lol )

I'm quite nervous about it ,presentations ,public speaking ,assignments .....  ugghhhhh T^T

Well you might be thinking that friends are perhaps the people who can save me ,but believe me,they can't  cause they all are in another class =.=

The firs news that I received when I reached school was that my maths teacher has been replaced! At that moment I was damn happy ,the world seemed so beautiful ,but then other girl said ,"But that's for just this week " and I was like " Today's thursday ...oh my God ,I didn't even got to have fun" TT^TT

Well anyways I didn't had Maths class today so yaay! haha ,but I have maths tutitions todays =.=

Other than I'll be totally busy doing the homework ,and assignments and yeah studying for the exmas this whole weekend TTTTTT^TTTTTTT

And the greatest thing is that I'll be alone all this weekend since my brother has been off to a relatives house ,that means oh yeah~   Nobody to make fun of =.=

THIS IS DEPRESSING.... 

Right now I'm quite lost ,and this song is like hope :)

Oh my God,I'm so tired of my cousins.They keep on pointing at me ,like right now.

One of them thinks that I'm selfish and mean >.< God ,no matter how much I try to act my best I bet that they will keep on telling it and it's so annoying >.<

I mean ,I'm 13 what the hell do they expect from me.And you know what,I'm tired of people expecting from stuff and stuff LIKE DO I HAVE NO LIFE!!?!  I SHOULD BE GIVEN THE FREEDOM TO AT LEAST THINK BY MYSELF!! BUT NO.... THEY EXPECT SO MUCH THAT .... CURSE THEM >.<

It feels so bad "you be the best you can be ,I'll keep on nagging you!"  

DEVASTATING!!AND SUPER ANNOYING!

I am really fuming right now ,I hate to do it but i just can't shout on their face and abuse them! >.<

I gotta tell mom ,This has really annoyed me cause it happens everytime and no matter how much I try to avoid it i can't >.<

This time it has crossed all limits ,I can't handle it and I don't think beating the buttons of my keyboard would do anything ...... I'M SICK ,THAT'S ALL!

Jan 9th .

the day my stupid school is gonna reopen T_T

Oh gosh ,then there will be assignements ,tests, bloody maths homework DX

This is really annoying and I'm totally angry because of it DX

I can't even imagine what it'll be like O.o

Stupid U.T will also be this month and the finals will be on March O.oSo much things coming up and as usual ,QMS won't even give some rest to the students ~_~

God ,I wish that this year doesn't end up like every year -_-

Truthfully ,I don't mind if the world ends on Dec 21 2012 xD After all this drama ,not at all ,I don't mind it -_-

I was pretty bored so i made another video and uploaded it on YouTube xD

OMGGG!! Today was perhaps the most Glamtastic day for me :3 Adam Lambert actually saw my video O/////O In order to catch his attention i had uploaded it in YouTube ... after a few hours later i checked back on FaceBook and my jaw dropped when i saw MY VIDEO shared by ALFC O.o In the beginning i was like...where did they get my video from? And then i read the description and got really hyper xD When i saw the video so i had already received 53 views O.o I was so happy. But the best part was when i received Adam's message... ^O^ I had been sending him fan mails through messages but the reply never came back.But that day when i sent my video to him so he thanked me for it =^0^= I was like OMG!! He wrote "Oh, it's really good ! thank you :)" and at that time i was like "i don't even know what to say but you're welcome " I guess that i ended up crying a bit cause it made me feel so good,like "mission accomplished" I wish to upload more videos in the future.I love ya Adam ;D

I love this one even though it was  a bit more challenging cause i had to also take care of the timings and stuff :)

Okay,the clock has struck 12 and yaay! it's new year xD

the northern lights,
light up the sky
and unknown to them,
they direct me the way

i walk through the snow
with bare feet,I'm dressed in summer clothes
silence drapes the atmosphere
disturbed by the sound of my footsteps

i don't know where to go, but i show no care
I'm finding my broken home that might be standing still forlorn somewhere
i take with me the sorrow of the world
the grief of my mother, the gloominess of a loner

i desire to keep it hidden within me
but my soul says that it harms her
i try not to listen to her as her words only mean
nothing other than distributing despair

they've always said to me to stand on my feet
here i am,but where are they i try to seek
clueless i may be but i walk with the idea
that someone, somewhere will find me soon

till then,I'm just a lost soul wandering in this wintry night
raised by evil, in a broken home
who knows my pain?better than me?
the experiences might be alike, but I'm more fragile

distress if you ask me,i know it's true meaning
I've been through it and only adverse memories i treasure
who knows my heart?better than me?
the darkness, the loneliness and the agony...

you'll always find me wandering in the cold night
in the search for the truth, someone tired of lies
northern lights, show me the way
so that sooner or later
i may find my home...
 

you might not believe it,but i'm really addicted to this song and really love it .  xD

and i also rap to it,its awesome xD

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[Intro]
Cause some things just don't change
It's better when they stay the same
Although the whole world knows your name
So on the biggest days they came to see you spit your game
Ooooohhhhhhh
It shouldn't be difficult to explain
Just why you came back again, you hate the fame
Love the game, cold as ice you remain
Fuck em' all, tell 'em all eat shit, here we go again

So, god damn... is it that time again already
Haha, you don't look too happy to see me
Fuck man, don't everybody welcome me back at once
All right, fuck ya'll then

[Verse 1]
You can get the dick, just call me the ballsac, I'm nuts
Michael Vick in this bitch, fall back you mutts
Fuck your worms, you never seen such a sick puppy
Fuck it a sick duck, I want my duck sick mummy
And my nuts, lick, gobble 'em up trick, yummy
Bitch you don't fucking think I know that you suck dick dummy?
You'll get your butt kicked, fuck all that love shit honey
Yeah I laugh when I call you a slut, it's funny!
Shawty dance while I diss you to the beat, fuck the words
You don't listen to 'em anyway, yeah struck a nerve sucker
Motherfucker might aswell let my lips pucker
Like Elton John, cause I'm just a mean cock sucker
This shit is on, cause you went and pissed me off
Now I'm sitting and pissing on everybody
Give a fuck if it's right or wrong
So buck the buddah, light a bong
But take a look at mariah the next time I inspire you to write a song, cmon

[Chorus]
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh, I'm as cold as the cold wind blows
When it snows and it's twenty be-low
Ask me why man I just don't know know know know know know know
I'm as cold as the cold wind blows blo-blo-blo-blo-blo-blows
Oh oh oh oh oh

[Verse 2]
Fuck it I'm a loose cannon, Bruce Banner's back in the booth
Ya'll are sitting ducks, I'm the only goose standing
I set the world on fire, piss on it, put it out
Stick my dick in a circle, but I'm not fucking around motherfucker
I'll show you pussy footin, I'll kick a bitch in the cunt
Til it makes her queef and sounds like a fucking whoopy cushion
Who the fuck is you pushin', you musta mistook me for some sissy
Soft punk looking for some nookie or boosom
Go ahead, fucking hater push me
I told you ain't no fucking way to shush me
Call me a faggot cause I hate a pussy
Man the fuck up sissy, G's up
All you gardeners freeze up, put your hoes down (shady ease up!)
Man chill, nah I can't god damnit
Rap is a landfill, drop the anvil
These are shoes that you can't fill
Shit the day that happens the world'll stop spinning
And Michael J. Fox'll come to a stand still
During an earthquake, urine in your face
Cause you're fake, ahh what the fuck, that hurt wait!
Ahh what the fuck, I just got struck by lightening
Alright then I quit, god I give up
Call it evil that men do, lord forgive me for what my pen do
This is for your sins, I cleanse you
You can repent but I warn you, if you continue
To hell I'll send you, and just then the wind blew and I said

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh, I'm as cold as the cold wind blows
When it snows and it's twenty be-low
Ask me why man I just don't know know know know know know know
I'm as cold as the cold wind blows blo-blo-blo-blo-blo-blows
Oh oh oh oh oh

[Verse 3]
How long will I be this way? Shady until my dying day
Til I hang up the mic and it's time for me to say
So long, til then I drop the fucking bombs
Like I miss the pass when I went long
If you don't like it you can kiss my ass in a lint thong
Now sing along, slut this, slut that, learn the words to the song
Oh bitches don't like that, homie I'll be nicer to women
When the aqua man drowns and the human torch starts swimming
Man I'm a cold soul, I roll solo so
So don't compare me to them other bums over there
It's like apples to oranges, peaches to plums yeah
I'm bananas pussy, cut off the grapes and grow a pair
But I swear, you try to diss me, I'll slaughter you
I put that on everything, like everyone does with auto-tune
That last thing you wanna do is have me spit out a rhyme
And say I was writing this and I thought of you so

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh, I'm as cold as the cold wind blows
When it snows and it's twenty be-low
Ask me why man I just don't know know know know know know know
I'm as cold as the cold wind blows blo-blo-blo-blo-blo-blo-blows
Oh oh oh oh oh

[Outro]
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
I don't know, I don't know what caused, I don't know what caused me to be this way
I don't know, I don't know but I probably be this way 'til my dying day
I don't know why I'm so, I'm so cold mean things I don't mean to say
I guess this is how you made me
 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=COqjmf9GUP0

May I have your attention please?
May I have your attention please?
Will the real Slim Shady please stand up?
I repeat, will the real Slim Shady please stand up?
We're gonna have a problem here

Y'all act like ya never seen a white person before
Jaws all on the floor like Pam, like Tommy just burst in the door
And started whooping her ass worse than before
They first were divorce, throwin?her over furniture (Ahh!)
It's the return of the...
"Ah, wait, no way, you're kidding,
he just didn't say what I think he did, did he?"
And Dr. Dre said...
Nothing you idiots! Dr. Dre's dead, he's locked in my basement!
(Ha-ha!)
Feminist women love Eminem
"{*Eminem's vocal turntable*} Slim Shady, I'm sick of him
Look at him, walking around grabbing his you-know-what
Flipping the you-know-who, yeah, but he's so cute though"
Yeah, I probably got a couple of screws up in my head loose
But no worse than what's going on in your parents' bedrooms
Sometimes, I wanna get on TV and just let loose, but can't
But it's cool for Tom Green to hump a dead moose
"My bum is on your lips, my bum is on your lips"
And if I'm lucky, you might just give it a little kiss
And that's the message that we deliver to little kids
And expect them not to know what a woman's clitoris is
Of course they gonna know what intercourse is
By the time they hit fourth grade
They got the Discovery Channel don't they?
"We ain't nothing but mammals"
Well, some of us cannibals
Who cut other people open like cantaloupes
But if we can hump dead animals and antelopes
Then there's no reason that a man and another man can't elope
But if you feel like I feel, I got the anecdote
Women wave your panty-hoes, sing the chorus and it goes

1- I'm Slim Shady, yes I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up?
Please stand up, please stand up

Cuz I'm Slim Shady, yes I'm the real Shady
All you other Slim Shadys are just imitating
So won't the real Slim Shady please stand up?
Please stand up, please stand up

Will Smith don't gotta cuss in his raps to sell his records
Well I do so "Fuck him and fuck you too!"
You think I give a damn about a Grammy?
Half of you critics can't even stomach me let alone stand me
"But Slim, what if you win, wouldn't it be weird?"
Why? So you guys could just lie to get me here
So you can sit me here next to Britney Spears
Shit Christina Aguilera better switch me chairs
So I can sit next to Carson Daly and Fred Durst
And hear them argue over who she gave head to first
You little bitch, put me on blast on MTV
"Yeah, he's cute, but I think he's married to Kim, hee-hee"
I should download her audio on MP3 and show the whole world
how you gave Eminem VD
I'm sick of you little girl and boy groups
All you do is annoy me so I have been sent here to destroy you
And there's a million of us just like me
Who cuss like me; who just don't give a fuck like me
Who dress like me; walk, talk and act like me
And just might be the next best thing but not quite me!

Repeat 1

I'm like a head trip to listen to cuz I'm only giving you
Things you joke about with your friends inside your living room
The only difference is I got the balls to say it
In front of y'all and I don't gotta be frost or sugar coated at all
I just get on a mic and spit it and whether you like to admit it
I just shitted better than 90 percent of you rappers out there
Then you wonder how can kids eat up these albums like valiums
It's funny cuz at the rate I'm going when I'm 30
I'll be the only person in the nursing home flirting
Pinching nurses asses when I'm jacking off with Jergens
And I'm jerkin?but this whole bag of Viagra isn't working
And every single person is a Slim Shady lurking
He could be working at Burger King spitting on your onion rings
Or in the parking lot, circling, screaming "I don't give a fuck!"
With his windows down and his system up
So, will the real Shady please stand up?
And put one of those fingers on each hand up?
And be proud to be outta ya mind and outta control
And one more time, loud as you can, how does it go?

Repeat 1
Repeat 1

Ha ha
Guess there's a Slim Shady in all of us
Fuck it, let's all stand up

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGk2qmDmvT8

they'll keep quarreling,even if I'm there

they'll abuse each other badly,even if i become scared

they never knew what kept disturbing me in my mind

as they never got time to see,even for a little while

they made me think that for all that i was guilty

now i regret calling them family

i was sick of all those battles

that kept raging time to time

i dislike hating them,but there's no choice

can't always appreciate them by saying lies

it's no surprise that now I'm misguided

as i never had anyone,by my side

horrifying were those onslaughts

i somehow felt my mother's pain

the sand castles i built broke down with disgrace

i had lost my hope in someone i loved again

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to check out more of my poems,visit this site:-

http://allpoetry.com/poems/by/Alex_Maison

CIAO!

WELL IT'S ALREADY CHRISTMAS EVE IN OUR COUNTRY AND I'M REALLY EXCITED TODAY!!

I WONDER THAT WHAT SPECIAL WILL HAPPEN ...

BUT ANYWAYS....

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TO EVERYONE!!

I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE KILLING MY STUPID TEACHER

WHY IS IT THEY GIVE SO MUCH STUFF BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS???

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.... AS USUAL!!!   WILL SURELY TAKE MY LIFE....AND GUESS WHAT? WE'RE GONNA BE ASSESSED ON IT !! ><"

IT'S QUITE IMPORTANT FOR ME TO GET GOOD GRADES OR ELSE MY REPUTATION....  YOU KNOW.....WILL SINK

I'M SO TENSED ABOUT MY PRESENATION....OH NO!!! SPEAKING IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CLASS FILLED WITH 36 KIDS!! ><"    I CAN'T DO THIS ....  I'LL SURELY STUTTER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.... PLUS I HAVE TO DO IT ALONE,THERE WILL BE NO ONE TO SUPPORT ME ><''  

THAT METHOD USUALLY BOOSTED UP MY CONFIDENCE LEVEL BUT I'LL SURELY SINK ><"

GOTTA THINK A LOT ABOUT IT ....

BUT THE BEST THING IS THE OCCASSIONAL CLASS PARTY!! YAAY!!

THAT'LL SURELY BE FUN!!

PLUS ME AND MY FRIENDS HAVE PLANNED TO VISIT AN AMUSEMENT PARK NEAR G.I.P MALL .... GREAT IDEA CAUSE THAT PARK IS AMAZING!!

BUT BEFORE THAT I GOTTA LEARN MY LINES FOR THE PRESENTATION....ONLY THEN I'LL HAVE SOME RELIEF..

UGH...I'M SUCH A BAD POET ><''''

I CAN'T EVEN WRITE ON VARIOUS TOPICS

BETRAYED IN LOVE,CHECK!

POLITICS,CHECK!

LONELINESS,CHECK!

AGONY,CHECK!

SOCIETY,CHECK!

.............................WHAT ELSE?? O.O.

OH YEAH !!! IT'S OUT...IT'S FINALLY OUT!!

ADAM LAMBERT'S NEW SINGLE "BETTER THAN I KNOW MYSELF"

AND IT'S DIVINE....

LOVE YOU ADAM!!

YOUR BIGGEST FAN,

ALEX MAISON

I AM NOW STARTING TO DESPISE MY PREMONITIONS ,A FEW DAYS AGO I SENSED THAT SOMEONE'S GONNA DIE AND SOMEONE ACTUALLY DID FROM THE FAMILY CIRCLE IN MY NATIVE VILLAGE

I MONTH AGO IHAD PREDICTED MULTIPLE DEATHS AND GUESS WHAT? 3 PEOPLE WHOM MY MOTHER KNOWS HAS DIED...

TODAY MORNING MOM GOT A CALL FROM HER BOSS WHO SAID THAT SOMEONE IN HIS FAMILY HAS DIED..AND THAT SHE'S ALSO INVITED TO THE FUNERAL WITH THE OTHER STAFF MEMBERS...

CURRENTLY MY UNCLE IS ALSO ADMITTED IN THE ICU CAUSE HE'S ATTAINED STONES IN THE GALL BLADDER AND HE HAS LESS CHANCES F SURVIVING  O.o

IT'S FINE IF THESE PREMONTIONS COME TRUE ONE TIME OR TWO TIME....CAUSE THEN IT WOULD'VE BEEN JUST A CHANCE WHICH CAUSED THE MISHAP....I WOULD'VE NOT TOOK THESE SIGNS SERIOUSLY....

BUT EVERYTIME....?

I AM REALLY FREAKED OUT NOW!!!

TODAY I HAD DREADED FOR A SCOLDING AT SCHOOL BUT THANK GOD THAT NOTHING LIKE IT HAPPENED

THEN THEN....WELL I WAS NO MOOD TO GO TO SCHOOL(WHY WOULD I BE?) ....MY WORKSHEETS STILL HAUNT ME ..... I WAS SERIOULSY NERVOUS--YOU SEE,I'M QUITE FRAGILE AND I CAN'T TOLERATE A BAD DAY NO MATTER WHAT,...THOUGH THE OUTCOME WAS PRETTY NICE~ SO NO COMPLAINTS

WE'RE STILL 11 DAYS AWAY FROM CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS--OH GOD I REALLY NEED THOSE TT^TT

CAN'T WAIT...THIS'LL BE SO EXCITING.....BUT SCHOOL-- UGH!! ALWAYS MAKES MY MOOD OFF...

I'M PRETTY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW,SO I THINK THAT I'LL HAVE MY MEAL

THIS DAY WOULD'VE BEEN PERFECT IF THERE WERE NO MATHS TUTIONS

CURSE MATHS!! HATE IT......

ANYWAYS...............CIAO!

WELL...WHAT YOU'D EXPECT FROM A STUPID SUNDAY...IT'S BORING AS USUAL....

TOMORROW IS MY SCHOOL AND I'M IN NO MOOD TO GO....LOL WHAT YOU'D EXPECT FROM ME? IT NEVER GET S ANY BETTER.....SO WHY CARE TO GO?

I HATE THE FACT THAT I'LL HAVE TO DO TONS OF WORKSHEETS ...... MAKES ME MISERABLE CAUSE THERE'S NO ONE TO HELP ME WITH IT....EVERYONE TAKES HELP SO WHY NOT ME?

BUT WHATEVER.....IT DOESN'T MATTER.......THE WEEK ACTUALLY GOES ON LIKE THIS....

MONDAYS-->SUPER BORING !! OH YEAH!!

TUESDAYS-->THEY SUCK TOO BECAUSE THERE IS STILL THE HANGOVER OF MONDAYS -.-

WEDNESDAYS-->SOMEWHERE BETWEEN,2 DAYS FROM THE WEEK AND 2 DAYS AWAY FROM THE WEEKEND

THURSDAYS-->YAAY!! JUST ONE MORE DAY FROM THE WEEKEND...

FRIDAY-->OH YEAH,CLASSES GONNA END + NO MATHS CLASS TODAY :D

SATURDAY-->YIPEE!! PARTLY FREE FROM SCHOOL

SUNDAY-->OMG! TOMORROW IS MONDAY :(

YEP...ALL MADE BY MYSELF.... :)

WELL I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY SINCE IT'S QUITE BORING....SO I THINK THAT I'LL HAVE TO END...

BYE BYE!!

just remembered that how much i loved this song and how much it made me remember about myself :)

JUST A GIRL

HAHA!! TODAY WAS SUCH AN AWESOME AND I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO TELL YOU 'BOUT IT MY DEAR BLOG ..SORRY..

WELL..I HAD DREADED FOR A BAD DAY...IN TOTAL WE HAVE 8 CLASSES AND I SPENT FOUR OF THOSE WITH MY EYES NEARLY BRIMMING WITH TEARS CAUSE THAT'S MUCH I HATED SCHOOL.BY THE END OF THE FOURTH CLASS I WAS ABOUT TO CRY WHEN THANKFULLY A WEIRD ART  TEACHER  WITH THE TUDES STEPPED IN AND SAID "WHO'S GOOD IN ART"

AS USUAL...EVERYONE SHOUTED OUT MY NAME AND WHEN SHE FURTHER ASKED ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE,THERE WAS NO REASON. WELL YOU CAN SAY THAT MY CLASS TRUSTS THAT I'M THE ONLY ONE GOOD IN IT,IT ACTUALLY SUCKS

I THOUGHT THAT "OH NO..IS IT ANOTHER WORK.."  BEING GOOD IN ART ACTUALLY IS A BANE FOR ME BECAUSE  IN  HAD TO DO A LOT OF WORK.........WHATEVER RELATED TO IT AND IT WAS PAINFUL......

BUT THAT'S WHEN THE WEIRD TEACHER REPLIED,'TELL YOUR CLASS TEACHER THAT THIS KID WILL BE WITH ME THE WHOLE DAY AT AN ART EXHIBITION" 

MY MOUTH FELL OPEN :"WHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTT????????"

I THOUGHT.EVERYONE LOOKED AT ME AND OPENED THEIR MOUTHS TOO "GOOD LUCK" THEY SAID ....BEFORE LEAVING I SAID "PEACE OUT " THOUGH...

ANYWAYS...SO LATER ON I WAS SEATED IN A BUS WITH MANY OTHER ART  NERDS OFF TO THE EXHIB.WE WEREN'T INFORMED ABOUT ANYTHING...WE DIDN'T KNEW THE LOCATION...OR THE TYPE OF ART IT WAS ABOUT ( I HOPED THAT IT WASN'T MODERN ART--THAT'S FOR JERKS!)

SOON...WE REACHED THERE ....AND WE WERE ACTUALLY SURPRISED WITH WHAT WE SAW...

IT WAS THE SAME EXHIB FOR WHICH WE HAD SUBMITTED OUR PICTURES!! I WAS FEELING REALLY GOOD...THERE WERE ALSO JAPANESE PAINTINGS IN THERE BY KIDS AS TOLD AND I REALLY WANTED TO CHECK IT OUT.

AS WE WALKED IN A LINE,A JAPANESE MAN  BOWED TO US AND WELCOME US...AS SOON AS I PASSED HIM I SAID "KONNICHI WA~ " AND HE ,A BIT SURPRISED REPLIED TO THE SAME. I SAID THAT I LOVE JAPAN AND HE NODDED HIS HEAD AND SAID "YEAH SURE"

MY FRIENDS LOOKED AT ME IN AMAZEMENT AND PATTED ON MY BACK ," REALLY GOOD GIRL!"  AND I WAS LIKE.... "FIRST IMPRESSION MADE,MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. "

THE EXHIB WAS AWESOME ,THE PAINTINGS BY ONLY A FEW INDIAN KIDS WERE GOOD BUT THE JAPANESE PAINTINGS WERE SO KAWAII...SOME KIDS EVEN MADE ANIME PICS AND I QUICKLY RECOGNIZED THEM

BUT  LATER ON IT WAS TIME FOR US TO LEAVE AND I WAS LIKE OH NO....

BEFORE LEAVING I SAID TO MR.HATA(YEP.THE SAME MAN) "DOMO ARIGATO~"

HE BOWED AND WITH A BIG SMILE ON HIS FACE ....SAID SOMETHING...MAYBE WELCOME...BUT I WASN'T ABLE TO UNDERSTAND SO I JUST LAUGHED..AND SAID "OKAY...."

IT WAS REALLY AN AMAZING EXPERIENCE!!!!!!!

TODAY I WAS BORED SO I SCARPED OUT THIS INDIAN SITE WHERE THEY TOLD ABOUT PLAMISTRY AND STUFF,AFTER NOTICING THE MOUNTS AND LINES OF MY HAND,I SUBMITTED THE RESULTS.

NOW,BELIEVE ME,I'M NOT AT ALL SUPERSTITIOUS AND I DON'T TRUST IN PALM READING AND ALL..BUT ALL THAT THEY TOLD ABOUT MY PERSONA AND INTERESTS..IS PRETTY TRUE.I DON'T KNOW ABOUT A FEW THINGS AND I'M UNSURE,ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IF THAT TURNS OUT TRUE,THEN MY LIFE'S GONNA BE HARD YET I'LL OVERCOME IT.I HOPE.

RESULTS

WHAT YOUR MOUNTS REVEAL:

You are gullible and child-like. You will have interest in fine arts and writing. You are attracted to the beauty of the Nature. You are easily hurt. You will have changing moods. You like to travel extensively, some times to a foreign country. You may find a job in postal, navy, hotels, cinema field, business in rice and foodstuff, liquids like cool drinks, milk and wines. Some of you may become poets and painters. Teaching is also beneficial for you.

Expenditure because of bad friendships is likely. There will be scandals and unnecessary fights with others. There is possibility of falling from a high place or getting a wound by a weapon. Sometimes you may be so depressed that you may contemplate to commit suicide. Nerves weakness, rheumatism, pain in legs and ear troubles are common for you.

WHAT YOUR LINES REVEAL:

You are practical and at the same time yield to your heart feelings. You have well balanced nature in love and romance. However, there would be difficulties to overcome in the life.

You have fertile imagination. You are endowed with good and fast communication and language skills. There would be interest in music, singing and fine arts.

You will enjoy full life span. You will be blessed with children and healthy sexual life.

One of your family members or relatives will greatly influence your career and profession. It is better to take their advice in career matters.

You may commit some errors in judgment which bring you losses in financial matters. If you give the money as loan, you may not be able to collect it back.

YEAH LIFE WAS HARD IN THE INCEPTION,EVERYTHING WAS A MESS

I HAD LOST MY HOPE,I WAS STARTING TO FEEL WORTHLESS

NOBODY SAW ME CRYING,NOBODY SAW THE TEARS

NO MATTER WHAT I DID,I WAS BOUND TO BE INVISIBLE

IGNORED AND LONELY AND DEPRESSED

EVERYONE LEFT ME ALL ALONE BY MYSELF

THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED THAT HOW SMALL THIS WORLD WAS...THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED THAT EVERYBODY ONLY PRETENDED TO BE NICE

I WAS DEVASTATED............BUT SOMEHOW IT...

IT  TURNED OUT LIKE THOSE OLD STORIES

WHEN A LONELY GIRL MEETS THIS GUY

WHOM SHE GIVES HER HEART,WHOM SHE GIVES HER LIFE

AND IN RETURN SHE GETS TO SMILE

YEAH IT TURNED OUT LIKE THOSE OLD STORIES,WITH A LOVELY ROMANTIC THEME

A NICE LITTLE TALE,WITH A HAPPY ENDING.....(OH..)

WITH A HAPPY ENDING......

NOTHING MUCH INTERESTING IS GOING ON AS IT USED TO BE EARLIER.MY STUPID,ADVENTOROUS LIFE HAS DECIDED TO BE THERE AT THE PIT STOP FOR SOME TIME(OR WHATEVER  CRAP WE CAN SAY ABOU THAT)

I THINK THAT I'LL BE TAKING TWO CUPS OF TEA,

...OR MAYBE MORE ?_? IT'S ALSO PRETTY BORING AT FaceBook,IT'S LIKE I'M WITH A  BUNCH OF OLD DOUCHE BAGS ><"

I HATE IT WHEN LIFE TURNS THIS WAY AND SUDDENLY BECOMES EXCITING,NOT MY TYPE! I'D PREFER TO STAY PRETTY NORMAL REGARDLESS OF ALL THESE STUPID THINGS THAT HAPPEN AROUND....

SO.....I DON'T EVEN HAVE A STORY TO TELL,MOM HAD BEEN AWAY FROM HOME FREQUENTLY DUE TO COURT AND ALL...I DON'T MIND IT BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE TEA FOR MYSELF BUT I NEED IT LIKE EVERY HOUR xxxxDDDD

I THINK THAT I NEED A BREAK FROM ALL THESE SOCIAL NETWORKING SITES,I SO GOTTA FIND SOMETHIN' ELSE TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF,MAYBE I'LL READ SOME PARANORMAL STORIES...HMMM...NOT BAD..AND I'LL ALSO WATCH SOME VIDEOS....

HMMMM....OKAY..I'VE MAD UP MY MIND :D AND IT'S ALSO BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I'VE HEARD MY FAVE SONG....DISTURBIA BY RIHANNA--THE CREEPY SONG WITH THE POWER OF GIVING GOOSEBUMPS,THE GREATEST OBSESSION OF MY LIFE!!YUP...I'VE MADE UP MY MIND :D

I HATE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT MY PREMONITIONS DO COME TRUE NOWADAYS..AND THAT'S WHAT DISTURBING ME CAUSE' I'M HAVING A REALLY BAD FEELING ABOUT SOMETHING,I THINK THAT SOMEONE'S GONNA DIE,I HATE SAYING IT BUT THAT'S WHAT IS REVOLVING AROUND MY HEAD..

THE BAD THING IS THAT PEOPLE SOME PEOPLE WHOM I KNOW ARE SUFFERING FROM BAD HEALTH,I WISH THAT NOTHING HAPPENS,I HATE TO SEE SOMEBODY DIE,WHETHER THEY ARE CLOSE TO ME OR NOT.

OH GOD,I HATE THIS SPECIAL POWER!!><"

DAMN YOU PREMONITIONS!!><"

FINALLY DID HE REPLY!!  AND I'M SO HAPPY BEACAUSE I WASN'T EXPECTING IT!!

THANK YOU MY DEAR CHILDISH IDIOT..YOU MADE MY DAY!!

I LOOK FORWARD TO THESE KINDS OF DAYS... BUT RIGHT NOW I HAVE TO EDIT MY PROFILE IN ANOTHER SITE AND IT'S GONNA BE REAL HARD AND IT'LL TAKE A LOOOOONG TIME....

SO GOOD LUCK TO ME!!

A HUGE THANKS TO THE STUPID ANNULA DAY..FOR NOW ALL THE NON-PARTICIPANTS HAVE BEEN GRANTED 3 DAYS HOLIDAY!

THANK GOD THAT I'D CHOSE TO TAKE IN ANY PLAY OR SOMETHIN' CAUSE WHENEVER I DID,THERE WAS ALWAYS THIS NON-STOP PRACTICE FACTOR WHICH HAUNTED ME A LOT,BUT NOW THAT IT'S FIXED,I'M REALLY HAPPY!

THE AWESOME THING IS THAT TODAY WAS ALSO A HOLIDAY!!

OH  MAN,MY LUCK HAS BEEN WITH ME FOR QUITE A LONG TIME ...

OTHER THAN THAT,THE WINTER VACATIONS WILL ALSO START FROM NEXT MONTH AND THAT MEANS-FUN FUN FUN! I'M SO GONNA ENJOY CHRISTMAS THIS TIME...I JUST HOPE...

IF I'D HAD TO GO TO MY AUNT'S HOUSE SO I'LL REALLY BE UNHAPPY-I LOVE HER AND STUFF LIKE THAT BUT WHENEVER I VISIT HER,SHE NEVER PAYS ATTENTION TOWARDS ME.IT'S KINDA FUNNY THAT SHE ALWAYS CALLS ME UP THERE WITH A BIG STUPID GRIN ON HER FACE AND THEN SHE LEAVES ME ON MY OWN !

BIG BOISTEROUS INDIAN FAMILIES,I JUST HATE EM'

NOWADAYS I DON'T LIKE ANYBODY'S COMPANY TOO AS EVERONE AROUND ME IS HEARTBROKEN WITH SOME OR THE OTHER THING,FOR EXAMPLE ALICE HARVEY,I DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH HER>.> I AM SO SICK OF DEPRESSED TEENAGERS,I KNOW THAT EVEN I USED TO BE ONE,BUT NOW THE IDEA KINDA SUCKS.

I HOPE THAT I DON'T HAVE TO SEE THEM AGAIN .

EVERYONE SHOULD BE A ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY!

TODAY'S BEEN QUITE A REALLY BAD FANTASTIC DAY DAY FOR ME

IT WAS A REALLY FUN-FILLED DAY! ME AND MY FRIENDS HAD A LOT OF FUN CRANKING JOKES AND TALKING WITH EACH OTHER-THERE WERE NO CLASSES SO THAT WAS ANOTHER FANTASTIC THING!

A REALLY OLD ONLINE FRIEND OF MINES SENT ME A FRIEND REQUEST,I HAD UNFRIENDED HIM BEACUSE OF SOME CONFLICTS THAT TRANSPIRED BETWEEN US,BUT I GUESS THAT NOW HE'S A BIT CHANGED AND I'M A BIT CHANGED SO WE MIGHT BLOSSOM THAT OLD FRIENDSHIP AGAIN!

ANOTHER EVEN THAT HAPPENED,BUT YESTERDAY ,HAS ALOS BECAME A REASON TO ME BEING ALL SMILES :)I REMEMBER THAT I WAS EDITING SOME PICS AND ALSO LISTENING TO PROMISE(REPRISE) PIANO THAT I HAD HEARD IN MILKAND EGGS(WOA) PROFILE THAT DAY ON YOUTUBE,WHEN MY MOM MADE HER ENTRY.

SHE FOUND IT UNUSUAL THAT I WAS LISTENING TO PIANO MUSIC OVER AND OVER AGAIN,WHEN I TOLD HER THE MUSIC THAT I'M IN  WITH PIANO MUSIC SO HER FACE LIT UP.SHE SAID TO ME THAT IF I HAD ANY INTEREST IN THIS TYPE OF MUSIC SO SHE WOULD LET ME LEARN IT.

AT THAT MOMENT,I GOT REAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLYYYYYYY GLAD--I KNEW THAT MOM WAS ALWAYS BEHIND ME TO LET ME LEARN SOMETHIN'....BUT I HAD NO IDEA THAT SHE WILL LET ME DO AS I PLEASE.

WITH NO SECOND THOUGHTS ON MY MIND,I SAID A BIG YEESSSS! SO I'M REALLY EXCITED!! IF I LEARN TO PLAY THE PIANO THEN IT CAN BECOME ONE BIG PASSION FOR ME! YAAAAAAAAY!! I'M SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!

P.S THERE'S A LESBIAN AT SCHOOL WHO'S REPORTEDLY BEHIND MY BEST FRIEND,WHO'S ALLEGEDLY STRAIGHT....

WELL...GOOD LUCK TO HER.......

 I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT WHY DON'T PEOPLE UNDERSTAND ME...FOR EXAMPLE...AFTER ALL THAT MELODRAMA WHICH HAPPENED TODAY,I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF,I WON'T CHANGE MYSELF FOR JUST SOMEBODY,AND I'M TIRED OF THINKING WHAT OTHERS MIGHT THINK OF ME BEFORE THINKING ABOUT MYSELF

PHWOAR! WELL RIGHT NOW I THINK THAT I'LL BE FINDING MYSELF A NEW BEST FRIEND(YUP,THE OLD CHEATED AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN)

YAAY! ALEX MAISON'S NEW BEST FRIEND,SOUNDA LIKE FUN!

DAMN THE STUPID PEOPLE ANYWAYS!

"well he tells me all his secrets,while he should tell you cause you're a better friend"

HERE AM I AGAIN,WITH MANY MORE STORIES OF MY SO CALLED BEST FRIEND--SHE'S THE TOTAL OPPOSITE TO ME AND YOU SEE,ACCORDING TO A NEW RESEARCH,OPPOSITES DON'T REALLY ATTRACT AND HELL YEAH THEY'RE SO RIGHT!

WHENEVER SOME GUY IS CRUSHING ON ME,SHE STARTS ACTING WEIRD LIKE TRYING TO TELL WHAT SHE'S WORTH AND ALL...IF SOMEBODY LIKES ME(YUP,A GUY) THEN SHE STARTS CRITICISING THE PERSON EVEN IF SHE HAS NO IDEA ABOUT HIM.NOW THAT I'M IN ANOTHER SECTION AND SHE AND MY WHOLE GROUP IS THE OTHER,WE DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME TO MEET.WITH TIME,I MADE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS BUT SHE DID NOT AND IS STUCK WITH THE SAME GROUP.WHENEVR THESE GUYS HAVE A FIGHT OVER PETTY THINGS SHE STARTS A MELODRAMA THAT HOW SHE'S ALONE AND ALL..WHENEVER I TOLD HER,SHE NEVER CARED!

SHE DOES NOT LIKE THE FACT THAT I'M FRIENDS WITH ANYONE ELSE OTHER THAN OUR GROUP AND ALWAYS STAYS WITH AN ILL KIND OF FACE LIKE SHE'S SICK WITH ME AND ALL..

HEAR THIS STORY,ONCE WE ALL WENT FOR A SCHOOL TRIP TO QUTAB MINAR TO MAKE A REPORT.EVERYBODY BROUGHT THEIR CAMERAS TO CATCH SOME PICS WITH THEIR FRIENDS.SO DID ME,I TOLD MY NEW FRIENDS THAT I'LL HANG OUT WITH MY GROUP AND WENT WITH MY BESTIE.IN THE BEGINNING,IT WAS ALL GOOD,THEN SHE STARTED BEHAVING WEIRDLY AND STOPPED INVITING ME TO JOIN IN THE PICS CLICKED WITH THE GROUP. I WAS HEART BROKEN...

...AND WANDERED OFF ALONE WITH NO COMPANY.THE PLACE WAS SO BIG THAT I LOST TRACK OF MY NEW FRIENDS AND ENDED UP BEING ALONE .I ONLY TOOK A FEW PIC OF THE MONUMENTS WHCIH LATER TURNED OUT GOOD :D

BUT....AT REACHING HOME MY MOM ASKED ME THAT WHETHER I HAD GOT SOME PICS WITH MY FRIENDS TOO,I NODDED A BIT AND SHOWED HER THE CAMERA.

"ALEX,THAT'S IT?" SHE ASKED

"YEAH"

"YOU DIDN'T HANG OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS?" SHE ASKED AGAIN LOOKING PUZZLED.

"SURE! BUT I DIDN'T GOT ANY MORE PICS CAUSE WE ALL WERE GIVEN 10 MINUTES TO SEE EACHOTHER."

"REALLY?" THE LOOK ON HER FACE,LOOKED DISGUSTED AS IF I HAD JUST TOLD HER THAT I STILL SLEEP WITH MY TEDDY (WHICH I APPARENTLY DON'T)

"YUP" NOW TELL ME,HOW COULD'VE I TELL HER THAT HEY MOM MY FRIENDS CHEATED ON ME AND LEFT YOUR ALEX ALONE!

"I DON'T SEE YOU BEING SOCIAL" THAT'S MY MOM!

THAT WAS PERHAPS ONE OF THE MOST DISAPPOINTING DAYS OF MY LIFE,MY BEST FRIEND DIDN'T EVEN CARED TO EXPLAIN ME THE REASON...SHE JUST...WALKED ALWAY..I GUESS THAT SHE WAS ALWAYS LIKE THIS,A HORRIBLE PERSON.

i'm made to live at and work at home,being the only one all alone

you've made me ruin my perspective,and then you're saying i was always like this

i'm trying to be just myself,but you're at your best in failing my attempts

even if i do what you say you,tend to harm me all the time

Halleuah,be good to me

halleuah,Lord listen please

halleuah,to every child who's suffering you ..and your heinous ways

you tend to break my heart and brainwash my mind,yes,i agree,you might be retarded for a while

it's not me who's going mad,it's you pyschopath,have patience and wait for your death

for your grave to arrive...for your grave to arrive..

true to my words,i'm a lot cruel,this is what you made me during the years you molested

instictively you were born to fight,but now that i know your intentions,i'll turn my crazy plans into lethal actions

you've stripped,sold and made others commit suicide,so it's no wonder that to me your not either nice

after years of torture and enslavement,you've made me quite something like you

halleluah,be good to me

halleluah,Lord listen to me

halleuah,for every child that's suffering you..and your heinous ways..

let the lord make you strong,let he make you kind

so that you're forgiven for your wicked lies

i'm no messiah,or disciple of the Christ,but in know i'll be doing good by taling your life...

halleuah,let your soul rest in peace

halleuah,this crime won't make me feel guilty

halleuah,it's good to knwo that now you'll never try to harm my heart

let it be......

REST IN PEACE.

i saw a vision of someone

in the mirror,it's hard to figure out

that who it might be..it's someone ugly ,wishing to be beautiful

draped by the scars of agaony,as she seeks to be wonderful

but all those experiences ,just don't stop attacking

and she's a lot tired of continuously weeping

what i see cannot be my own reflection,what i want to glare cannot be visualized

i'm tired of seeking but my hope sems like evanescence,fading way leaving me stranded

i don't wish to see it what it seems to be,my own reflection

i see myself breathing in another world,accomodated with the innocent and disturbed

everyone wishes to be somebody,and apparently not some old creep

emerging from the creaked doors,the souls lie beneath

what i see ,cannot be my own reflection

what i want to glare at cannot be visualized

i'm tired of seeking but my hope seems to be like evanescence,fading away leaving me stranded

i don't wish to see it anymore,what seems to be...my own reflection

i know you might be better,than everyone whom i've met so far

it's depressing that i'm not fortunate,to have someone like you...

who might allow me to sees somebody inside me,dying there wailing to be free..

helping me to establish a better vision,of my own reflection

yup...i'm just a teeny weeny sad today...but no Alex,you gotta keep that inside..or you'll make Ken angry,you'll make yourself angry and most importantly you'll make Julia angry...so don't cry! SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND WATCH tv!

YEAH! I WARN YOU!

you behaved today,like you never knew me

but i figured out that it might not be real

you used to provide me solace,and helped wash away those memories

and now it seems like you want to give me some,by leaving me starkly distressed

you might say it's over,but i guess it's just too hard to believe

how can you leave me when i need you the most?is this the way love treats it's believers?

leaving them under the eclipse of betrayal....

i can't say that i am content with loneliness,i've had enough of it long before

i don't want,i don't wish for someone else,it's just you who i'd like to own

i had been crying in silence for quite s time,but i never thought that the day you left me was the last i smiled

you might that you don't need me anymore,but i guess that it's just too hard to think about

here and there,i'm searching you everywhere,don't leave me under the eclipse of betrayal

you'd say that we 'll stay forever

first love might hurt but i don't want to feel the pain,how can i recover?when i'm smothered by your hatred

some wounds wouldn't heal,

you left to burn in the fire,can't explain that what is going on

it's like i'm dead inside,erasing the despair with my blood-stained soul

i'm distressed cannot think of it anymore

tell me why.....did you leave me alone?

everyone has their own story,but not everyone has a happy ending

and even though they may try to own that perfect finish,but eventually everything falls apart

it's too late to say that i am torn,for it transpired long before

and now i stand pretty broken,like a dandiline wrecked out from it's roots

yes,it's true,nothing's ever built to last

being the reckles girl in the city-of angels but traumatic i won't be

i don't feel like consuming sympathy,because it'd be like wasting on somebody like me

there will be no heart-breaking pains...as i know that nothing's ever built to last

can't accumulate all those moments,they make me cry,they make me smile

i can't get enough of those images of happiness...but i'm busy wiping those stains of agony

and i know that nothing's ever built to last,nothing is ever built to remain

one day it will fall apart,one day it will be torn

like i am today lying on the cold floor

i can't trust the ways,people play their games

but it's upto them whether they desire to make it or break it

i only heal injuries,i only heal broken hearts

and now i'm seeing more of them as everybody does the same

i don't repent anymore of my mistakes,i don't feel like attaining forgiveness

as i know even after apologies everything will be the same

everything will remain the same,everything is destined to have an end

everyone will have to walk along the bend

with me,as nothing is ever built to remain,nothing is built to last.

 it's really nice to see World Of Anime grow!!

earlier it was empty and inactive...it was just me and a few other members...

but now it's sooo nice to see soo many people here!! yaaY!! love this feeling!!

Congrats Meeko!!

good work!

i'm quite upset cuz school's gonna start in a few days...that means i'm gonna be back with those mean girls....back in the boring classes where i am confined to do anything and plus....daily homework and shit like that which i really despise....

><' i wish if there was a world where there was no school....

sadly...that's impossible....i'm sad for all those kids of the future who will have to go through the same torture that we went through!!

i'm just lovin this game which my bro pulled me into....i love the characters Lili and Leo...and i have helped them elevate to 4th Dan and Rogue level in 2 days!!

i'm really into it!!i just wanna defeat Jin and Azazel in it--they're my bitter rivals!

by the time ...i'll practice,practice and practice!

this weekend is gonna be fun,due to independence day and other celebrations in India-this weekend will be an off for all schools and that's made me happy..

i'll be visitng at our family friend's house--it's really fun with them^^

today alsoi talked with my fave cousin....it has made my day!!i'm glad that hehas started writing diaries-he says that i inspired him^^--somewhat the same which all others do.

my school life is just goin well-i'm working on a novel called THE TWINS OF SALEM-which probably focuses about witchcraft and stuff related to it.My onlie friend whom i had broke away with wants to be with me-but i'm confused that should i be with him or not.

well...that's it for today......

After being cheated by my friends multiple times,after losing my best friend....after going through a lot of struggles..

here i am,and it feels weird to know that i am the same old person..i guess thati just moved on and that is why i feel different,is that what teens go through??uh..

after been confirmed by a doctor that i was once a victim of mild depression(which lasted for 2 months)

i feel like i am born again....or whatever we can say..i see the world now with a different vision,and thathas inspired me and made me think twice before i act

it's good to have this feeling...it's me but still someone else^^

in semblance,you may think that wow!! this is sooo pretty!!

but in reality,villages of India are really dangerous!!

there's no electricity,no McDonalds,no shopping mall and i rarely any recharge coupons(i had charged my phone 30 days back!)

and i guess that this will be my fate till 26 th June!!nooooooo......

i'm so angry!!><"

hey guys.i will be on a three month long hiatus(i'll be back to my village^^)

so i can't keep no contact :(

but you guys can mail me at my ID ,,,,,twinspica.alex@gmail.com^^

okay....ciao!!

yaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm really happy,cuz now that my maths exam is over--i'll be having a tension-free day^^

plus tommorow me and my friends will be going to watch a movie from our school^^--i don't care about the movie-but i just wanna have fun^^

we will also miss 6/8 peroids at school---double fun!!

suddenly i am loving my teachers cuz they planned it ^_^

what fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no matter whomsoever says that exist....

but it's only me who knows that Alex ain't anyone....she met a million people,but whomever she knew was evil..

she lived with backstabbers,but she never admitted that they're not as good as they are

even though she lived my life...she's gonna be dead someday

and in the end,she'll just say this thing,"i ain't anyone,so why was i even born?cuz what i got was a waste of time,but i never realized that i used to be my best friend.....

i was never there,i was never cared......

so why was i even born...

when i ain't anyone...

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I'LL WRITE MORE,THIS ONE COMES FROEM THE HEART^^

What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now

No more gas, in the red, can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said, can't even speak about it
On my life, on my head, don't wanna think about it
Feels like I'm going insane, yeah

It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind, it can control you
It's too close for comfort

Put on your pretty lies, you're in the city of wonder
Ain?t gon? play nice, watch out you might just go under
Better think twice, your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Your mind?s in disturbia, it's like the darkness is light
Disturbia, am I scaring you tonight?
Disturbia, ain?t used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia

Faded pictures on the wall, it's like they talking to me
Disconnecting on calls, the phone don?t even ring
I gotta get out or figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort, oh


It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
I feel like a monster, oh

Put on your pretty lies, you're in the city of wonder
Ain?t gon? play nice, watch out you might just go under
Better think twice, your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Your mind?s in disturbia, it's like the darkness is light
Disturbia, am I scaring you tonight?
Disturbia, ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia, disturbia

Release me from this curse I'm in
Trying to maintain but I'm struggling
If you can't go-o-o
I think I'm gonna ah, ah, ah, ah

Put on your pretty lies, you're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice, watch out you might just go under
Better think twice, your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Disturbia, it's like the darkness is light
Disturbia, am I scaring you tonight?
Disturbia, ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia

well,the young girl in here is no one else other than me...

i had been hurting mysel for quite a long time..

i cut my finger,my toe,my palm and a slight cut on my nerve(but that was a little one so i didn't die ^^)

but i wanna know that do other girls of my age also do it?

if yes,then does anybody knows the purpose? :/

my aim is to build a new me

whose a little different than the old me

she's bolder and better

not delicate like a feather

she's finer and greater

not like me whose a stinker

i'm building a new me

forgetting the one who is alive

but it's not easy as it seems

cause te one who's gonna die is me..

Other than peace,,,,what else does the world need to be better?

now..now...

everybody loves miraces-perhaps they occured to me when i was a kid ^^

have you ever experienced them?

 THE DARK CLOUDS SHADOWED THE MOON

COMPLETE DARKNESS WAS IN THE SKY

AN EERIE SOUND INTO MY EARS WHICH BLEW,I HEARD LIGHT FOOTSTEPS IN THE DEAD END OF NIGHT

I WAS QUIVERING...WAS IN COMPLETE FEAR,MY MIND WAS IN CONTROL...NOTHING WAS CLEAR

AGAIN THE EERIE SOUND I DID HEAR

AND A DROP OF BLOOD FELL ON ME,BUT THAT WS A TEAR

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well,i have to write more^^

again i'm here,asking myself

that who i am and what's my aim

i'm finding it hard,but it's a liitle more harder than i thought...

life is a maze,and i'm in the game

building a new me,but i fear i'll never be the same...

so i really need a reason....cause i'm lost in a dark season

when people lose hope...and never find a ray,,,to live

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JUST WROTE WHAT I FELT AS A SONG..

MY birthday was yesterday,it was fun..

specially when my family members applied vanilla cake on me,but i said that it's a really nice moisturizer!! ^^

it was an awesome experience,now i'm a teen...ugh...that sucks!!

but yeah,i'm glad! anyways!!

i know that some of you might think that i's silly....

but do ghosts really exist???

have you felt their presence?? i mean...do you think that their is something after deat..or is it somebody who's cracking a joke??

first time i'm feeling that life is growing like a grass...real slow...and i'm watching it grow!! ><"
glug glug glug...flows the water down a glass..

and i'm so bored..i wish if there was something interesting to do till my entire life ><"

this rap song reminds me of all those people who HATE me

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Young Money, yeah

Throw dirt on me and grow a wildflower
But it's fuck the world, get a child out her
Yeah, my life a bitch, but you know nothing 'bout her
Been to hell and back, I can show you vouchers

I'm rolling Sweets, I'm smoking sour
Married to the game but she broke her vows
That's why my bars are full of broken bottles
And my night stands are full of open bibles

I think about more than I forget
But I don't go around fire expecting not to sweat
And these niqqas know I lay 'em down, make you beg
Bitches, try to kick me while I'm down, I'll break your leg

Money outweighing problems on the triple beam
I'm sticking to the script, you niqqas skipping scenes
Be good or be good at it
Fucking right, I got my gun, semi-Cartermatic

Yeah, put a dick in their mouth, so I guess it's fuck what they say
I'm high as a bitch, up, up and away, man, I come down in a couple of days
Ok, you want me up in the cage then I'll come out in beast-mode
I got this world stuck in the safe, combination is the G-code

It's Weezy motherfucker, Blood Gang and I'm in bleed mode
All about my dough, but I don't even check the peephole
So you can keep knocking but won't knock me down
No love lost, no love found

It's a little too late to say that you're sorry now
You kicked me when I was down, fuck what you say, just
Don't hurt me, it don't hurt me, no more
Bitch, you get no love

You showed me nothing but hate, you ran me into the ground
But what comes around goes around
And you don't hurt me
You don't hurt me, no more

Bitch, you get no love, no love, no love, no love
Bitch, you get no love, no love, no love
And I don't need you no more
Get 'em

I'm alive again, more alive than I have been in my whole entire life
I can see these people's ears perk up as I begin
To spaz with the pen, I'm a little bit sicker than most, shit's fixin' to get thick again
They say the competition is stiff, but I get a hard dick from this shit, now I stick it in

I ain't never giving in again, caution to the wind, complete freedom
Look at these rappers, how I treat them, so why the fuck would I join them when I beat them?
They call me a freak 'cause I like to spit on these pussies 'fore I eat them
Man, get these whack cocksuckers off stage, where the fuck is Kanye when you need him?

Snatch the mic from 'em, bitch, I'mma let you finish in a minute, yeah, the rap was tight
But I'm 'bout to spit the greatest verse of all time so you might want to go back to the lab tonight and, um
Scribble out them rhymes you were going to spit and start over from scratch and write new ones
But I'm afraid that it ain't gonna make no difference when I rip this stage and tear it in half tonight


It's an adrenaline rush to feel the bass thump in the place all the way to the parking lot, fellow
Set fire to the mic and ignite the crowd, you can see the sparks from hot metal
Cold-hearted from the day I Bogarted the game, I self-started a Roc fellow
When I'm not even in my harshest, you can still get roasted 'cause Marsh is not mellow

'Til I'm toppling from the top I'm not going to stop, I'm staying on my Monopoly board
That means I'm on top of my game and it don't stop, 'til my hip don't hop anymore
When you so good that you can't say it, 'cause it ain't even cool for you to sound cocky anymore
People just get sick 'cause you spit, these fools can't drool or dribble a drop anymore

And you can never break my stride, you never slow the momentum at any moment I'm about to blow
You'll never take my pride, killing the flow, slow venom and the opponent
Is getting no mercy, mark my words ain't letting up, relentless, I smell blood
I don't give a fuck, keep giving them hell, where was you when I fell and needed help up?
You get no love

It's a little too late to say that you're sorry now
You kicked me when I was down, fuck what you say, just
Don't hurt me, it don't hurt me, no more
Bitch, you get no love

You showed me nothing but hate, you ran me into the ground
But what comes around goes around
And you don't hurt me
You don't hurt me, no more

Bitch, you get no love, no love, no love, no love
Bitch, you get no love, no love, no love
And I don't need you no more
Bitch, you get no love

 

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EMINEM'S BEST RAP SONG^^
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I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Intro)

Yeah, It's been a ride...
I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one
Now some of you might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there

(Verse 1)

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take this thing out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem
When I say 'em or do something I do it, I don't give a damn
What you think, I'm doing this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if a thing's stopping me
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
No if ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he
From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still shit'n
Whether he's on salary, paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shit's his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a fuck you for christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the earth he's got the urge
To pull his dick from the dirt and fuck the universe

(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Verse 2)
Ok quit playin' with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth
For that fuck your fillings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last Relapse CD was "ehhhh"
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground


Relax, I ain't going back to that now
All I'm tryna say is get back, click-clack BLAOW
Cause I ain't playin' around
There's a game called circle and I don't know how
I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still tryna figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't
This fucking black cloud still follow's me around
But it's time to exercise these demons
These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now!

(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(Bridge)

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

(Verse 3)

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you
So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
And don't even realise what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise
To focus soley on handling my responsibility's as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it
You couldn't lift a single shingle on it
Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
Or the corner pub and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and

(Hook)

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

o-O so here i go again....i always have a problem with my friends at some point in my life..WHY OH WHY???

this time..i have discovered some thing bizarre...now i have a guy friend and he likes me very much...he has a lot of friends who like...NON OTHER THAN MY BEST FRIEND      

i had no problem until i mysel came to know that his friends purposely ignored me....and that's true they just talk with my bff...and are really rude with me T^T

i am actually not jealous...it's just that i want them to treat me and my best friend equally...who knows...what will happen???

ahh....i am so confused...

as the finals have clinged me and dragged me to death....i seriously am confused...

but i'm good right now...cause tomorrow is a holiday!!so is day after that!!!

so i can at least sleep for 5 hours..and not 3... ^^

anyway....good luck to me^^

as the finals are appearing...my little life is also taking on some new moves...

some people are angry with me...some are sad with me....sme are beginning to love me more than before...etc.

i really don't know that what should i do ...as everything seems to be getting very complicated.and i have no idea that whether i would pass or not...or would i strengthen up my relationships or not...

everyday appears to be a sad one as none of my friends are with me ..and i am getting any time for my loved ones.... ;(

what  will happen to me?? i am so confused....

i am nowadays,really scared about the final exams.....they are just a week away...and i am already worried...early  training is good,,,,but not whe you just have a TON ON YOUR HEAD!!!!!!!

so right now....scool is unfortunately...now the most important thing to me  - -

nowadays,i am feeling really lost

away and indifferent from everyone....lonely and bad.....

i am getting more far waay from the existing world...and that is like been disconnected from everyone....

i am having this feeling that i should die,as nothing appears good in my life...

huh....it's horrible!

sad...sad like always...

my life sometimes moves so smooth,when suddenly an unexpected change takes place.....

wawawa! this is so bad............

i had read about this dreadful illness called depression in a magazine...

so i am pretty confused,that am i in this disease or not....the symptoms that appear during it...seemed to appear in me too...

everything now happens for a reason....a frown from a teacher,winning in an essay,standing in the canteen line...everything .....may it be sad,happy or indifferent...turns to someting horrible

my life is beginning to be really to turn darker and darker...i can't stop crying....and i don't know what to do.....

it's a terrible thing!!!!!!!

this badly scares me....my school is gonna reopen

that means,horrible homeworks,terrible tests,cruel teachers,stupid classes...... u.u"

plus my fans who irritatate badly and make me go mad................

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my time's up ! i am done for!

i am so very confused about my career....i am thinking of it from right now as i completely don't know what should i choose....

i follow my passion...but the problem is ,that i have too many of them!

drawing,singing,writing,composing songs,etc......]

if only i could be able to know that what would i do ... ^o^

i don't have any idea for what to do next...after joining a lot of sites...i am really confused on doing a next mve...

huh...let's see...

it's country...my first country song...and it's fast...

'JUST A DAY OLD THING WAS WHEN I LOST MY HEN

I WAS CRACKING ALL AROUND....

IT AIN'T MY NEED,AS I EAT JUST EAT VEGGIE..

BUT I STILL NEEEDED TO PROCEED...

DON'T YOU A FARMER'S FEEELINGS...WITH HORSES AND CATTLES BUT NO HENS...

I KNOW THAT IT'S A LITTLE TIPSY....

THAT NOBODY DOESN'T KNOW...WANNA FEEL THAT I AM FEELING..

 SO WORK IN A FARMER'S SHED!

BLUE JEANS FELT SICK COS' SHE'S MY HORSEY

WE WENT TO TREAT HER TO A VET

BUT HE SAID THAT THERE IS NO THREAT

SO WE FELT NOTHIN' AND SLEEPED IN OUR BEDS

WHILE BLUE JEANS RAN AWAY ALONE...

NEXT DAY ARRIVED WITH THE COCK'S CROW

AND I ENTERD MY MASTER'S SHED

THAT'S WHEN I FOUND MY HORSE MISSING

AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE NEXT! :p"

i really do not know what to write here ...i got two friend requests from the other site to which i belong....from people whom i had not even commented on anything...

i am quite confused..i have accepted them...but i do not know what would they be like

all i know is that the Japanese girl i got one is a drunkard and the French guy i received the other one is very sweet....

i am so very confused as i do not know that why i got a request from them...i have even not read any of their posts......well....i think i have to manage it....

a very warm hello to everyone who are a part of this beautiful site

my name is Alex,and i am new in this wonderful site...i have just arrived and i hope this place to be very interesting as it seems

i am looking forward for some really good things and hope that things would turn out to be really fantastic....

hoping for the best....Alex^^