Hmmm

  • it's sad to think that people are afraid
     
    like point to 5 mins ago
     
    you can't can you?
     
    Point to tomorrow or the next hour
     
    you can't
     
    point to now
     
    now could have been 5 mins
     
    if i asked you the same question
     
    if i ask the question tomorrow then now is tomorrow
     
    the past ISN'T and neither is the future
     
    neither exists
     
    the only thing that does 
     
    is now
     
    The now that goes on for eternity
     
    till the end
     
    It's hard to grasp...even for me
     
    But once we do? I feel like everything will be in perspective
     
    the true perspective
     
    that there is no perspective
     
    everything...just Is
     
    and everything exists in the now
     
    Like it makes you wonder
     
    if that's the case
     
    what are people are afraid of?
     
    because the future doesn't exist
     
    neither does the past
     
    So are people just afraid...of nothing?
     
    How is that so?
     
    how are our minds so trapped
     
    because essentially...there is nothing to be afraid of
     
    but then you could say
    I'm afraid of a lot of things. A lot of things... I wrote about fear didn't I? How it can either guide you or destroy you. Decisions.. Denial.. Death.. Losing self... What crosses your mind when you think about fear? Just fear in general?
    Honestly? I don't know. Yeah its all the above accept death
     
    but....it's stupid
     
    because I have control
     
    why am i afraid
     
    of things i have control over
     
    doesn't make sense? 
     
    fear can't guide me
     
    unless i let it
     
    yet for some reason
     
    we do
     
    it baffles me
     
    because it's pretty much say
     
    we have absolute zero control
     
    over our bodies
     
    or our emotions
     
    how? 
     
    when it's our bodies
     
    how is that so?
     
    how is it that we living this life
     
    without zero control over what  we do?
     
    so basically
     
    everything we've done has been random and accidently and control by something else
     
    because we just didn't have control
     
    and before the whole
     
    "But some emotions are stronger"
     
    not they're not
     
    all emotions are equal
     
    we allow
     
    ones to grow stronger
     
    for reasons we don't even know and it's stupid
     
    it baffles me
     
     
     
     
     
    "Think about smaller fears, look closer"
     
     
     
     
    But thats what i;m getting at
     
    how do we fear things we can control?
     
    especially when pertaining to ourselves
     
    like fear of failure
     
    failure of what?
     
    how do you fail unless you allow yourself to fail?
     
    but then
     
    the argument could be
     
    that "You've tried all you can"
     
    really?
     
    Just that "Really" will shut down the argument
     
    because they know they haven't
     
    it baffles me
     
    because i do the same thing
     
    and it pisses me off
     
    because On principle....it's so trivial
     
    Because we shouldn't be afraid
     
    we know what we're afraid of is nothing
     
    and yet we are
     
    despite knowing the solutions
     
    we still do the same mistakes
     
    as if we were possessed
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